Bicabo

I'm a 32 yr old Brotha who studies art. Primarily Human Anatomy for character Design and portrait work. I have been doing independent study and working on my portfolio so I can go to The School Of Visual Arts in Manhattan. The plan was to master the human figure and its face so I can model it in 3D using advance programs such as Maya and 3D Studio Max etc. After that I wanted to eventually work for a 3d studio company one day.But I realize now with art and to have succes with it you need a certian amount of God given talent a gift. I wasn't blessed with that gift but Sir Joshua Reynolds once said "excellence is never granted to man but as a reward of labor". I tried my best to learn it. I never was able to get any training on art from schools cause of the expenses and not having a strong portfolio but I did try my hardest.I had hoped that oneday my art could make a difference and touch people lives.But I realized now as im older and with bills to pay I was only chasing a dream. I don't draw anymore what you see is some of my best pieces I did.I hope some of you like it.

The Bible says in Mathews 16:26: for what does a man have if he gets all the world and looses his own soul. I am a unique person im not the coolest cat the smartest cat or the illest nor the best lookin cat but I am me. I have a good heart inside the walls of my chest.Perhaps if I won the lotto and became filthy rich I would forget about my soul and perhaps I would become corrupt arrogant and stingy and become an unhumble prideful man swimming into the sea of temptation and lust.
Perhaps I would loose my soul as it was stated in Mathews 16:26. I have been begining to feel the 1st part of the old spiderman quote that states "Not everyone is meant to make a difference. But for me, the choice to lead an ordinary life is no longer an option." I know for damn sure I haven't lived and ordinary life so therefore hopefully I can make a difference someday.I don't know what yet but I must find my way before my biological clock runs out. We know not how long we have on this earth so we should make it count.One day whether u believe in Christ or not we will all have to give an account for our lives and look Christ in his eyes and see all that we have done in this world and to see what the Lord meant for us to do.When the day comes that God calls my name and I take my last breath on this earth hopefully in his eyes he will see that I was different and perhaps maybe just maybe that is the reason why God has had me walk alone.
"B Nicoleau

"In all man's actions there is the possibility of good and of evil. It depends on how they are accomplished. Love is not a sin, if one loves in a holy way. Work is not a sin , if one works when it is the right time. To earn is not a sin, if one is satisfied with what is honest. To educate oneself is not a sin, providing the education does not kill the idea of God."


Current Residence: Long Island NY
Favourite genre of music: Rap hip hop r&b
Favourite style of art: traditional art
Operating System: vista 64bit
Favourite cartoon character: vegeta of dbz
Personal Quote:Life isn't always what you make it.Sometimes it's just whats given to you.
Email: brian_nicoleau@hotmail.com